One Eight Seven
Written on March 14, 2010 – 8:03 am | by wadehoffman1990
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IMDB rating: 6.50 Plot: Trevor Garfield is a teacher in a New York City high school. After a student almost kills him in the hallway Garrfield relocates to Los Angeles, but the trouble starts again when he becomes a substitute to a class containing a tag crew by the name of K.O.S. Their murderous leader, Benny, tells Garfield that there will be no mutual respect between them. The tension mounts when a fellow teacher, Ellen Henry, confides that Benny has threatened her life. After Benny murders a rival tagger in cold blood and goes AWOL, Benny’s tag partner, Cesar, takes over as class antagonist. Garfield is forced to play by the rules of the street in a pyrrhic contest between victim and victimizer. |
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I cannot stop my obsessive irrational worries that I have had since childhood?
When I was a kid, seven or eight, I started worrying a lot, about EVERYTHING. Once, I watched a religious special on TV & was convinced for 2 or 3 months that the world was approaching the apocalypse. I cried everyday. Another example is when I had a headache, I became convinced I had a brain tumor. This was all when I was a kid, but it hasn’t changed much over the years.
More recently, I’ve found other things to worry about. Usually the worries hit when I’m happy, and have no other problems to deal with in life. Like now, for example, everything in my life is great, with friends, a boyfriend, a job, and good grades. So despite the fact I have always liked and been very attracted to boys, I’m worrying I’m going to turn out like one of those girls who goes lesbian after being with guys. I worry about it nonstop, constantly reassuring then unreassuring myself. I don’t even like being around people (although I’m hiding this) because I’m afraid I’ll be attracted to a girl or something. This is weird because I am not against homosexuality.. I just don’t want to deal with anything that makes me not "normal" by my own weird standards, and I don’t want to stop liking guys. Its the first thing I think about every morning, and haunts me from being happy.
However, I accept that it will pass, and when I am no longer troubled by this, a new worry will hit. It has been like this all my life. What is wrong with me!?
You most likely have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD). This is typified by excessive worry about a wide variety of subjects, and is seemingly impossible to control. There is no sense in living your life like this. Go to a psychiatrist and ger medication for it. My mother had GAD from childhood and was helped by medication.
Pamela | Feb 08, 2010
Worrying about something that you cannot control does noting except cause stress to yourself which in turn causes a multitude of health problems. You wind up not solving anything and only making yourself worse. I think you need to talk to somebody, not necessarily a shrink but I would recommend some sort of counselor.
paulie2shoes | Feb 08, 2010
sounds like your a hypochondriac,see a doctor
pengiw | Feb 08, 2010
Sounds like one of two things…either generalized anxiety disorder or your age? If you’re still in your teens your hormones can be out of whack causing you to have more anxiety. Best advice, talk to your family doctor first. They will either decide it’s your hormones and will put you on a specific birth control to help regulate your hormones. If you do have signs for GAD they will maybe prescribe an anxiety medication for you depending on your age and will referr psychiatric counseling if they deem it severe enough. Try taking more of the vitamin b12 and b6 which you may be lacking (especially around your period) which will give you essential vitamins to help counteract anxiety and mood.
Jess | Feb 08, 2010
I was like that too until someone told me how to think, and before I tell you that I know that if you are a lesbian you would not wonder, you would know. Cross that off your list. Take each worry to the limit. Suppose that you did turn to a girl and became a lesbian So What? If that happened you would deal with it the best that you could and end up happy with a girl. If the brain tumor really happened you would have to handle that and you would do the best you could . Well each thing that you worry about in the future just think of what you would do if it happens and sooner or later you will realize that NO MATTER what happens YOU will handle it the best you can. You are not seeing how powerful that you are. You can handle everything that you need to. What you are worrying about is not being able to and nothing awful has even happened. Worrying before a problem is like paying interest on a loan before it is due. Slow down physically and mentally. You are OK and you will always be OK. God bless you
Rena D | Feb 08, 2010
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